I hate myself for liking you. I think that you're an amazing guy, but I know so much about you that can hurt me. I know you so well that I am completley use to every move you make, every step you have in mind. You can be the best guy in the world, but also one of the worse probably. And I am not sure if I want that. I always told myself, i don't like you, I'm just thinking stupidly. But in reality i was denying it, i was trying to avoid it, but in the last few nights i've realized i've completely fell in like with you. That you are always constantly on my mind. I try not to think about you but the mor i try the more in reality i'm just thinking about you. And i don't know if you like me, and i'm not sure either if i'm just a booty call. But I am hoping Im not, and I'm really hoping you'll do something that'll hurt me. Something that will make me hurt so much, i don't like you...I really wish you'd do something like that. Because i don't want to be in lilke wiht you, I don't like this feeling. I just feel as if the more i talk to you the more i want to be with you.The more you hold me the more I want to stay in your arms...it's just not worth it all..
I try to delete you off everything, my phone everything, but it's not use, nothing works. It's just so hard, once ive gotten rid of you,you will appear out of no where..it's outrageous...but I'm hoping the best for you...
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