Mess.

Work has been so stressful some reason. It's the same thing different days but the problem is that i have so much to do. With two jobs, school, and keeping up with friends...just tough.

School...i'm having hours and hours of homework everything single day...i don't sleep till 3/4 n the morning, and that's if i don't have practice, if i have practice i don't sleep at all. >_< My whole schedule is just a bit effed up. =/ Ugh, no good.

And then there's this asshole, i'm so tired of his crap. Every time i forgive him, and he doesn't get that i let him slide on everything, and the last time he did it, i just freaked out on him. I can't just let things go like that anymore. I'm just sick of it -__-"

Trust.

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Love, lies, friendship, LIFE

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Pain.

Lately, I'm not even sure why, but i'm in the worse pain ever...my stomach wouldn't stop hurting, nonstop. and no it's not the type where you need to use the bathroom, but just the type where it hurts so much that you can barely stand...and with work, i stand the whole entire day, how am i suppose to deal with that?!


UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >_

Day 4 - Your siblings

I can tell you, ,I hate you guys so much at times, but in my heart, you will always be my brothers, and i will always love you guys. You guys have gotten me to be who i am same for mom and dad. Without you guys, I wouldn't have been so mature, having to take care of all of you when mom and dad was working, watching over you. You guys can get me on my bad side a bunch and happened a bunch already too, but you will always be my brothers. I really just wish you guys would learn more from your mistakes, rather than doing the same thing over and over again. You guys are a lot smarter than that.,.

But hey either way, i love you three. You guys will always be my brothers<3

Pathetic.

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Day 3 - Your Parents

You guys are amazing. I'm so grateful for everything you guys have given me and I can never tell you how much i love you. I'm sorry for many of the things i've done in the past, my stupid mistakes, and i've learned so much from it. I've learned that I was pretty stupid back then, and you guys were always there for me. Throughout everything. And thank you for that. You guys have given me everything, m y life, a roof over my head, and food on the table. x3 You guys work so hard to keep this family and i'm here to help out now. And the way i am now, is because of you guys, you've raised me into a woman, a lady, someone who has respect, mature, and smart. thank you x3